drunk-restless -depressed

yeay i’m drunk!
and restless and depressed…
I haven’t written a single thing since a got back in Belgium… Haven’t done some of the work that was waiting for me…
and fooking HATE it!
I’m restless and thinking about the future all the time, but for some odd reason I can’t get my ass out off y bed and start doing the stuff that I need to do…
And then to think that before I went to Amsterdam I was the funniest bloke in town and I had fun all the time…
I had loads of friends…
I was never home… now i’m like always home and i don’t want to leave home…
I’m an emotional wrek and I can’t write 😦
It’s fucked!
I’m fucked!
Bigtime!
I think it’s time to see a shrink…
again…

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